in HIS PRESENCE

shalom!


wanted to share my vision/dream/translation with you...i was in a great deal of pain sunday morning and i cried out to YHVH for relief...told Him in my spirit He had more faith in my ability to endure than me and that if i had strength He knew about that i didn't...to please give it to me or show me. i was then somewhere translated, transfigured - i don't know, but it was majestic, glorious, palatial, amazing, overwhelming, bright, colorful - indescribable...but i knew it must have been in a place of a piece of His shekinah...and this sweet, comforting voice said "what would have me do, my child" and i knew not to answer without Yeshua and that's when i realized He was there with me all along and He reached out His Hand and i fell to my knees, not knowing if i fell out of bed or not...still weeping, i knew not to say or petition The Presence for anything without requesting it through Messiah's Name and Blood...

and i just laid there, weeping in my spirit, unable to move or speak...it was so phenomenal...

when i came back to myself, i realized i was in the Presence of THE KING, the Father Himself, Hashem, YHVH, El Shaddai, El Gibbor, El Elyon, etc...all of His Names and Attributes...and He whispered to me, you didn't ask your petition...

i said no...i didn't because i just didn't want to leave that place of glory with HIM, and He showed me - told me - we are not to take HIM lightly, like He's the mailman, or the bank teller, or the grocery store cashier, etc...HE is YHVH TZAVA'OT - the L-rd G-d of Hosts and the KING...then i realized queen esther...when she bathed for a year in oils, etc. before she was even seen by the king...and that when Mordecai wanted her to petition the king on her people's behalf - HE could have easily rejected her and she would have died right there and then...

He then asked me if i trusted Him when it came to my knees and physical pain, and of course, i said yes - but realized i need to live in that place in the spirit where we are above the physical aspect of what we call "life" - and with that, when i began moving that day, i praised Him and blessed Him and thanked Him and glorified Him and honored Him every step i took, so that's where i am right now...and i would appreciate your prayers that He help me each day to stay in that place of His Presence and Power where we can indeed do all things through Messiah Yeshua, you know?
 
also want to share this insight from Adonai...sometimes much of our lives can be paralleled to those men and women of G-d who went before us...
and i look to JOB alot...G-d allowed everything that happened to him - (yes, G-d allowed the enemy to attack, but the kicker here is, the enemy of our souls has to petition G-d for His permission on every count...so...) knowing Job would never leave or forsake the Creator of the Universe and the Father of all humanity!
and it's the same with each of us! He will never allow anything that He hasn't given us the strength and fortitude to endure - but He also knows we won't forsake or leave HIM through the process of the pain...
for me, that is overwhelming and humbling all in one, that the Sovereign Great I AM knows no matter what, i will not let HIM go!!! i will not leave HIM, nor will i forsake HIM...selah...